Who I am What I am not,
What I can do what I can not,
to find all this I analyzed myself,
praised and criticized myself,
observed behaviors in different situations,
then made a through generalization.
to find the real me in me,
I set my inner voice totally free.
I did related my temperament,
measured temperature of brain filament,.
My thoughts, my emotions,
my perception,my relations,
all were now getting clear,
Whom I hate, who is my dear.
I now realized my duplicity,
but I am prepared for multiplicity.
I m not good ,I am not bad,
I am not happy, I am not sad,
I am not correct, I am not mistaken,
Its the only sense in which life is taken.
What I speak isn't always true,
not every time I show my native hue.
What I feel, what I want,
What I am what I am not.
A ray of hope, a mist of shine,
I sometimes see a silver line,
amidst the dark clouds in sky,
I find myself somewhere very high,
all alone , all alone
forbidden and forlorned.
But I am sure for very sure,
I'll be someday definately pure,
from heart, from brain,
when I will drain,
all my negatives, all my infirmities,
I 'll know what are my abilities.
A gift of god, to every odd,
is humanity and prosperity.
That I too have in me,
but half filled or half empty.
I came to know my imperfection,
the weak me needs rejection.
The strengthened I will be there,
when light of knowledge everywhere.
Now if I lie,
I will not deny,
Not to others but to me n my.
The fragrance of flower,
the coolness of shower,
the gaze of nature,
serenity of each creature, I will someday trust,
the stability of crust.
Then,
In the brightness of sun,
In the world full of fun,
In the deapth of sea,
I will find in me,
my world my space,
my soul my grace,
me and my I
my what my why,
my smile my pain,
my loss my gain,
my love my hate,
my real my fake,
I will be then one,
The real one...in make.
